Heaven or Hell, v1.0
When we first met it wasn't kismet
it was like the planets, coming within the others
sphere of influence
Seemingly innocent enough, I admit I wasn't
tough. It was what I saw in your eyes that
made me weak and the change was so fundamental that
iniside I became tart yet still sweet.
Prior to that day, it was just games, come and
anime. Fits of depression
before and utter numbness after, the same things
that I used to escape became the prison that bound
to this flesh.
You acknowledged me, but I'll be damned
if now I often wish that you hadn't known of me.
To my detriment I hurt myself trying to
help you become the you that I know
you were striving to be.
I've been trying to stop having these felings
but its just too hard breaking the habit, at times
I'm feeling a little faint but I must keep
on even if I am so numb.
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Beauty
You are a flower yet to bloom
What it contains a mystery, maybe a rose playing possum
I try to peak inside, yet not disturb this wondrous autumn blossom
But Hopefully I'll find out all too soon
Lost for so long
Here I am listening to this song
Knowing that somehow I don't seem to belong
Maybe I've just been dreaming all along?
You Intrigue me and I wonder why
Yep, even I can be just an average guy
The intricate pattern is like a cocoon
Once one layer peels away I feel I've been granted a boon
Haunting smile, I wonder if it'll stay a while
I witnessed it just once in your profile
Chatting with you I can't help but smile
Your voice I can only assume would beguile
You acknowledge a silent wish of mine
to find someone who sees me as fine
In the world of this have not
You dispel a cannot
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Upcoming Stuff
Dug around the laptop's hard drive and found some old material, gonna post here.
Tears
A tear rolls down my cheek,
at times it's because I feel weak.
I am far from being helpless,
so don't offer me your hand in pity.
A tear rolls down my cheek,
because the way you talk to me is far from meek.
My eyes burn from the swelling tears I hold back
to deny you the satisfaction of a laugh.
Another tear rolls down my cheek,
because being happy is a matter of doublespeak.
I smile because I feel like it,
I cry to release the pain hidden behind the smile.
Tears stream down my cheeks,
my first chance for release in weeks.
Sometimes pain can take on other forms and
seem to fade but not disappear as a whole.
I need to dry my eyes...
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Welcome
This will be the blog home of some of my more creative outlets.. the first item to be added will be one that I wrote at work on Sunday during my lunch break.
